buffysalvatore:

#and here he is #sitting in front of her dead body #after a season of trying to protect her #after a season of pushing her away #after a season of trying to make her hate him #after a season of not being able to stop loving her #about two years ago he pulled her out of water #stefan salvatore had to carry the body of the love of his life out of water twice #he had to carry her lifeless body to the safety #first time when he loved her for everything katherine wasn’t #and the second time when he loved her for everything she is #and i’ve only been hearing how he had let her die #but you people are like damon #you’re not listening to her #you haven’t heard her when she said she can’t lose anymore people that she loves #but stefan heard her #and that is the reason why matt is alive now #and here he is #after doing something he won’t ever forgive himself #after doing something he would never repeat #after doing the worst and hardest thing in his life #after doing something he always does #choosing her instead of himself #the thing is #stefan didn’t let elena die #he came back for her and it was too late #but he’s not going to see it that way #he’s going to think he should have been faster #or better #and he’s going to regret not saving her first #he is going to live with the guilt of her choice forever

reblogged from lydiastilinskied
originally posted by hookfire